Wednesday, September 28, 2011

IT WILL RAIN ~ BRUNO MARS

New number from Bruno Mars ~ It Will Rain

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I LOVE YOU & I MISS YOU MOMMY


This is a Story...Please read this!



Hi, Mommy.


... ...I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few
weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise.
Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got
beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I
will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me
your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we
have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to
be a doctor when I grow up.



You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't
wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was
perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I
will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I
know it already.


Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about
me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that
you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called
wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand
yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did
something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and
your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad
for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It
doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after,
and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I
do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I
don't like it, Mommy.



Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and
you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes,
and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most
beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm
happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait
and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will
make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.



I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your
hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love
you, Mommy.



Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting
funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't
know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry,
Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to
protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good
person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want
us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?



You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?



It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or
touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I
still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when
you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug
me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do
that when you're awake, any more?



I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going
somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a
hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell
you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.



...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't
know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think
something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared,
Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love
you!



Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It
feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!



Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They
told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.



Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you
get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something
wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why
don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want
to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care
about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say
you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and
see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I
want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did
something wrong. I love you!





I love you, Mommy.



Every abortion is just…



One more heart that was stopped.

Two more eyes that will never see.

Two more hands that will never touch.

Two more legs that will never run.

One more mouth that will never speak.



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Wednesday, September 21, 2011

SALIB BELIA SYD 3 KE CHAPEL ST.WILLIAM KG.TEMPASUK 1

Pada 17hb September lalu , Salib Belia (SYD 3) telah selamat tiba di Chapel St.William.
Salib tersebut dijadualkan tiba di chapel kami pada pukul 5 petang . Tetapi disebabkan ada sedikit masalah , rombongan dari Santa Maria Ratu , Bangkahak telah lewat samapi ke Chapel iaitu pada pukul 7 malam. Seawal 4.30 petang , umat telah mulai datang ke chapel untuk bersama-sama menyambut Misa Salib Belia yang dimisakan oleh Rev.Fr.Federic Ben Raymond.









Hampir seminggu persiapan telah dibuat oleh belia dan juga umat yang lain. Antara persiapan tersebut adalah mebuat pembersihan kawasan chapel, dalam dan luar chapel, merangka rancangan pada hari tersebut dan banyak lagi. Bagi belia sendiri ialah persiapan dari segi liturgi , koir , peralatan audio visual, peralatan musik, mazmur , dan macam-macam lagi, dan yang penting persiapan dari segi rohani dan jasmani untuk menyambut Tuhan Yesus yang telah bangkit dari Salib tersebut telah lama dilakukan.Pelbagai permohonan dan luahan yang telah dirancang mungkin untuk dititip di hadapan Salib terseut.





Salib SYD yang disambut itu sebenarnya meng war warkan bahawa akan ada perhimpunan besra bagi belia-belia Sabah pada tahun hadapan iaitu di Toboh , Tambunan. Persediaan awal ini diharapkan akan menyemarakkan lagi semangat para belia agar dapat menyediakan apa yang diperlukan sempena SYD 3 di Tambunan kelak.





Tepat pada pukul 7 petang , dengan ditemani hujan yang renyai-renyai , rombongan Bangkahak telah selamat tiba di chapel St.William , para belia dan umat di St.William telah sedia sepenuhnya memikul tanggungjawab selama mungkin 15 jam sebelum Salib tersebut diserahkan ke destinasi seterusnya di Chapel St.Dominic Tambulion. Salib tersebut telah disambut dengan umat yang agak banyak dan dengan iringan okestra tradisional iaitu Bertitik ataupun Mohnuntung dalam bahasa Dusunnya.




Belia dari Santa Maria Ratu , Bangkahak kelihatannya gembira dan kepuasan jelas diwajah mereka serta umat-umat dari Bangkahak. acara seterusnya ialah Misa dan sebaik sahaja Misa telah tamat , jamuan pun diadakan bagi menyambut rombongan dan juga umat St.william sendiri.

Persembahan

Acara seterusnya ialah persembahan yang dipersembahkan dari Santa Maria Ratu, Bangkahak dan seterusnya persembahan balas dari belia St.William. Tiada informasi yang memberitahu kami akan ada slot persembahan , jadi belia St.william terpaksa membuat persembahan 'terjun' iaitu membuat tarian Suamzau sahaja. Acara diteruskan dengan persembahan yang diajar dari belia St.Edmund yang hadir bersama.

Menjaga Salib

Belia yang lain datang semula ke Chapel selepas balik untuk membersihkan diri pada pukul 9.30 , bukan belia sahaja tetapi umat-umat yang lain pun turut datang. Ada yang datang semata-mata ingin berdoa di hadapan Salib tersebut untuk memanjatkan doa-doa dan permintaan. Bagi belia sendiri , aktiviti-aktiviti seperti nyanyian , belajar aksi lagu tema , dan latihan untuk persembahan juga dilakukuan. Rancangan untuk menonton wayang tidak dapat dilakukan kerana kesuntukan masa. aktiviti-aktiviti belia diberhentikan pada pukul 3.30 pagi , dan diminta untuk merehatkan diri , iaitu tidur kerana keesokan paginya Salib tersbut akan dihantar ke destinasi seterusnya.

Menghantar Salib ke Chapel St.Dominic Tambulion

Seawal 9 pagi umat telah berkumpul di chapel untuk bersama sama menghantar salib SYD 3 ke chapel St.Dominic Tambulion , seramai lebih kurang 50 orang dari rombongan St.William telah selamat sampai ke chapel St.Dominic Tambulion pada pukul 10.10 pagi , rombongan St.William disambut dengan meriah dan penuh kegembiraan oleh umat di sana. Seterusnya Misa diteruskan oleh Rev.Fr Wiandigool. Selesai sahaja misa , umat dijemput makan di Dewan chapel , dan seterusnya persembahan-persembahan dan perkongsian dilakukan. Acara di St.Dominic Tambulion selesai pada pukul 2.00 petang. Semua belia letih dan tidak cukup tidur , tetapi wajah-wajah kepuasan dan keseronokkan adalah yang terpancar.




Hidup di dunia ini ,kita tidak dapat mengelak daripada kesusahan. Seperti Tuhan Yesus yang memikul salib beliau ke Bukit Golgota. Kesusahan ataupun penat lelah belia dalam melayani Salib Belia pada hari tersebut tidak lah sia-sia begitu sahaja, kerana saya percaya Tuhan memberkati setiap peribadi yang meluangkan masa dalam melayani Salib Belia pada malam itu dan hari seterusnya , bagi saya sendiri, walaupun tidak dapat turut serta dalam persiapan seminggu tetapi jiwa dan semangat untuk membuat persiapan dan menyambut salib Belia itu di sini (tempat kerja)adalah amat berkobar-kobar dan penuh kesungguhan dan tidak sabar-sabar, kerana saya percaya Tuhan mempunyai caraNya sendiri untuk menunjukkan keberkatanNya terhadap yang bersusah payah , menyumbangkan tenaga, wang ringgit dan apa jua jenis sumbangan.
Tuhan memberkati kita semua.

Jika panjang umur , kita akan berjumpa di SYD3 2012 di Tambunan. Jumpa di sanaaa.

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